I leave hints in strange places
Just hoping that they'll grab your attention.
Scared of being too direct about the things that I require.
Maybe it's because I know my expectations are way too high for your reality.
It's a shame you can't match my energy.
Reading my mind must be hard
Because trying to understand yours is a complete challenge.
I'm failing at it.
You're frustrated; I shut down.
Your wall goes up.
I blame you
But self awareness is telling me that I have more work to do
And I didn't realize it until I met you
Instead of communicating I wait for you to connect the dots
Just so I can buy some time to sort out my unresolved doubts.